salam jenab e khoda
haal e shoma
goftan ba shoma bad harf nazanim ghahretoon mi aad .ama shoma babkhshin be bozorgi e khodetoon .
ye chand vaghti e e ke in taraf haa sar ne mi zanidkhodaye nakarde kodoorati pish naiomade bashe . taxi servis lale chand vaghti ke behesh zang ne mizanim. zang mizane hamino mige . ama ma ke shomare ye telefon e shoma ro nadarim , ya'ni darim ama migan eshghale .shoma ro ne mi doonam ama zaheran oon moshi hatoon ke nehsoondidnesh(ya la aghal migan shoma neshoondineshoon ) be ma ejaze ne midam bedoon vaght e ghabli.
khoda joon man delam tange .kheili tange .
khoda ya migan hamishe ke mi aaim pish shoma doaaye dorost o hessabi konim .ama man enghadr gonah daram ke in harf haa haalim nist .enghadr ye doaa ye tekrari ro kardam ke dige engar hame ye doaa haye dige yadam rafte.
aay refigh e ghadimi mi dooni migan ke adam ke delesh syah beshe ye joori mishe hatman mesl e man mishe .man ke ne mi doonam kheili tadriji bood jenab e khoda .kheili aroom aroom bood .yehoo didim ke hame chi tamoome .khodaya migan ba to nabayd bad harf zad migan nabayd .kofr goft ama man migam akhe be joz to kassi ro nadaram ke bekhaam bahash kofr begam
khoda ya migan ke kheili parti e kolofti hasti .migan age sefaresh adamo bekoni dige kassi ne mitoone roosh harf biare.migan shoma kheili aghaee migan emkan nadare kassi sedatoon kone javab nadin migan khodetoon goftin .ta hala ham sabeghe nadashte zir e harfetoon bezanin .aghay e khoda in sefaresh ma ro vaghti miferstimoon oonjaa ee ke dige negaahemoon en mikoni bekon .balakam bezaran yavashaki ma nigaat bekonim .
akhe mi doonin ma joz shoma kassi ro nadarim .mi doonin ma oza'emoon enghadr kharabe ke age pedar o madaremoon bafhaman ham az khoone biroonemoon mikonan .age doostaamoon befahman roo torsh mi konan .(oonaa ee ke ye chizi fahmidan vali koochik ham ba tipa az khoonashoon endakhtemoon biroon dige javab e salamemoon ro ham ne midan )
khob mi mooni shoma ke age bedoone sefaresh paretmoon koni too oon ja dige hici azamoon en mi moone .
khoda ya ma mitrasim aslan ba shoma harf bezanim ama kass e dige ee roo ham nadarim .khodaya akhe ma be ki dard e del konim ???aslan romoon ne mishe ke jolotoon begim man bas ke aghaeen .khoda ya ma in harf ha ro hamishe roo balkon ba shoma mi zadim ama dige roomoon ne msihe be zabonemoon biarim .hata in dastamoon ham ye chizish mishe .khoda ya to be ma mikhadni???? to ham be ma mikhandi ????? adam ghese doost daran ma ham barashoon khoob mibafim be ham ama shoma ke mi doonin jaryan chie .
dige mozahemetoon nasham .baghey ash bashe mal e khodemoon .
doostet daram ye alame : x